confidence.

hey there...


ok. i starting to turn dark especially my face and both my hands! ):

there're four letters which is stucked on my mind for these few days which is D.I.E.T. yes, i really want to..but i just dont know why i cant...the more i wanna go on diet...the more delicious my mom cook...like she cooked my fav foods...and today...she cooked something kinda different which all of us liked...mom, can you please stop all these? just for the mean time like around
three months, okay? hehehehhee...i always have the feeling that i'm getting fatter.

aiyo. feeling dizzy now ohh. maybe slept too much. but boh pien. i'm tiredd. just imagine, standing under the big fat hot sun from 10:30 to 12:30, well at least we get to stand under the shades for a while..but those new comers ..they must be trained under the sun..should let them taste or know that this is how the school team got trained! zhong ze, beh kam wan ho yi lang syiok sendiri to tio liao la.


and also. suddenly i have this feeling of being in a relationship? okay. i know why. maybe see too many friend's photo with their bf or gf. LOL. but as i said before, i wont paktoh until i think i play play enough. (:

OhMiGosh. PIMPLES ATTACK!!!! gosh.big pimple there and here on my face. no no no. must get in "denature" soon! use what leh huh?


stupid dog outside cant stop barking.lol.SI SI~! hahaha.mom gave her that name.


YAY. no school from today until nxt monday. but no plans yet. call me if you have any plans yea? yea. (: xoxo. sasak man. teacher Ira asked me to type down all the names of the newcomers who joined the interhouse netball competition then let her sign so that we have the permission to go out from class. HELLOOOOO~! i thought she's the one IN-CHARGED of it. she's the head mistress and i'm only a player from the school team. when i asked her about the permission, guess what she said.. "I DIDN'T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT THIS, NO ONE TOLD ME ABOUT IT~" okay. let me tell you then, ms.teacher, number one, you should know this by yourself even if none of us told you about it, number two, USE YOUR BRAIN AND THINK LA, eh, you're the house mistress man...you have the responsibility to get permisson for us okay...if not...what for become house mistress, number three if we din ask you for the permission mean you wont do it right? and our attendance will be marked ESCAPE FROM CLASS...and by then, we totally have the rights to BLAME IT ALL ON YOU. and now...the WORST, you're asking a student to help you type down all the names and then just let you sign on tues morning huh? okay, you said you dnt have the name list of people...well...NUMBER ONE, it not like you cant take it from Ms.Ad right? NUMBER TWO, its not like you dont know Ms.Ad right? NUMBER THREE, whats so hard for you just to take the mae list from Ms.Ad then type down all the names and bla bla bla...i think you should know this...student aren't supposed to get permission from HEP by themselves, but Teachers. (: nevermind. who ask me so soi to be under Amber...and you're fortunate, cause, i do help teachers for sometimes only..and i understood cause you have exam papers to mark.but please, no more second time, if nt..a parang will be infront of your face!


okay...few more days of training then the BIG DAY. dnt be nervous ambers. try your best okay. oh yes girls, STOP, LOOK AND GO. dnt take the ball the throw straight away, can easily get intercepted, remember you have three seconds to hold the ball, so STOP, LOOK AND GO. see you on Tues. have confidence okay. dont disappoint me, yaya, tiqah and izzati.